Thursday, May 04, 2006

Princess Part 10

Here goes part 10...
Its been 2 weeks mom had fallen sick. Well, her body had been weak all along. She was often caught up with flus and fever but each time when Doctor Sim was here, mummy would be cure within days. This time was different, im sure. Each time Doctor Sim came, his face would be creased up with frowns and all he said to me and Ella was that mummy will be alright. It was like there was nothing much for him to say but onli words of reassurance and console. Doctor Sim thought that I dont understand but I do, im old enough to understand, i understand that this time mama would not be cured and would soon be gone.
I know what i should know, but the adults just simply refused to admit that i had known the worse possible outcome. I wanted to tell Ella that Mummy would soon go to the heavens and she should take care of me from now on. However each time i wanted to tell Ella about that, she will shoo me away, as if im intruding her privacy and room for weeping. However, its as if mummy ever took care of me before.
I know mummy would be gone, and im worry and scared deep down. Im already 10 this year, yet the thought of having someone to leave me was a complete stranger to me. However, mama and I were never close, i realli dont feel the sadness that i should feel. Mama was always in her room, weeping for daddy, for her lovers, for herself and Ella but never for me.
I always wanted her attention, i tried ways, to fell down on purpose, to get into fights but instead of lecturing me or stroking my hair, she would failed me with those words, 'Kids should never get into trouble. Adults should moreover take care of themselves. You are big enough, its your turn to take care of yourself.' I simply cannot find any warmth in these words. SOmetimes, i felt that perhaps im nt important, perhaps my presence is redundunt, perhaps, shes nt my mum after all.
Now mummy was going to be gone, maybe finally, i will feel the lost. Feeling lost means that at least she once meant to me so much or at least without her, i could not accomplish something. Would I? I begin to doubt that question...

*[[ And they lived happily ever after... ]]*
|7:53 AM|


Sunday, March 19, 2006

Princess Part 10

Princess lie still on her bed waiting, listening to any other movement in the room. She was gasping for air as the tension just now had left her feeling suffocated. She wanted to make sure that whatever was in her room had been gone by now. Everything in her mind was in a chaos now, what sin, what killings? She had never done any harm to anyone in her life before, what killings she might have done? How she hoped for Bill now, to untangle anything that was in her mind. She craved for Bill's firm hug, to shield her from all the harms and dangers, to stop her from shaking due to the shock she have recieved just now. Princess knew that she was being silly, being a scaredy cat to hope for someone who she just trusted him a few days ago. However, from the horrendous incident just now, it had made Princess felt that she was realli alone now, without anyone to save her from the sinking ship of hers . She could do nothing but only to grab hold of the nearest log to keep herself alive.
Princess was feeling tired, she had been lacking of sleep for the past few days but she could not convince herself to sleep now. She realised that the danger and quicksand she was sinking in was becoming more and more ferocious now. She just felt that it was not safe enought to sleep, who knows if she might even open her eyes once she had closed it. Someone might just strike when she was asleep. She just lie on her bed, her eyes wide open, waiting for the arrival of the sunlight. Never once in her life, she had hoped for the morning so much.
It had been dunno hw many hours later, when Princess nearly dozed off, the first ray of sunlight peer through the room's window and shone on her face. Jumpy as Princess was now, she jumped out of her bed immediately. She wanted to get to Bill's place as fast as possible. Though there will be school later on, she can meet Bill at a later time, Princess just could not wait anymore. She felt that she should not be passive anymore, its time to strike first before losing her life.
She got out of bed, tidy herself up and tiptoed out of her room. She did not wish to wake anyone up in the house. For some reason, she felt that Elieen would refused her outing, that was her instinct again. She went into her dad's room and check. He was not there, not on her bed...while Elieen was not in the house too. Where had the two of them gone? Princess starts to panic, where had the two of them gone? For the whole night? Its impossible...

*[[ And they lived happily ever after... ]]*
|6:32 AM|


Monday, March 06, 2006

Princess Part 9

Princess left that afternoon, leaving Bill feeling very empty and puzzled. He lie on his bed thinking through wat Princess had told him. What does she mean by the house had changed? What does she mean that the house is always glaring at her? What does she means that Elieen is someone who came for some special purpose? Bill wanted to solve Princess problems for her, the urge inside him is so strong that he could hardly fall asleep. He was determined to find out the answers to every single question marks in his mind.
That night at home, Princess finally felt that she was alive once again, or at least she have found back e lil traces of warmth she used to have. However, the night was cold, even with the heater on, she still needs a thick cotton blanket and a sweater to keep her warm. That night, Elieen was not at home and dad was made to stay at his office by the boss. She was alone in the big big palace. For the firs time since Elieen came to this house, Princess wished for her presence. She rather she had this uneasy feeling than feeling so empty, so lonely and so helpless in the house.
Princess tries to on some soothing music so that she could go to sleep easily and not think bout stuff that will disturb her occasion peace of mind. However all efforts have gone down to the drain as after hours of music, Princess still had her eyes wide open, she was totally awake and clear minded. Time passed by slowly, till she heard the grandfather clock chimed 12. Suddenly, she felt the presence of another person in her room. She could felt the person moving closer and closer towards her, yet Princess realised that she cant moved her body at all. Fear strikes Princess, she wanted to scream, yet no voice came out from her mouth.
Few seconds later, she felt a pair of icy cold hands touching her hair, her neck and her mouth. Princess stare straight in the air, trying to catch a glimpse of whoever might be touching her, yet there was nothing. Nothing at all, and the pair of icy hands was still there. Then she heard whispers, 'Go my dear, jus go! Dont stay here anymore, even if it means that you have to betray your dad's love...'. Princess could figure out that was a voice of an old lady which sounded desperate yet she could feel that this old lady has no ill intentions. For a moment, Princess felt a little relieved as she was certain that the old lady will bring no harm, even though everything was not making sense now. However, suddenly there came a voice of a young lady, sneering, sacarsm, 'Run away? Where do you think she can run to? How can a silly girl run away from her fate? From the sins she have made, for the killings she had made?' The women laughed hysterically and silence was returned to the old palace....

*[[ And they lived happily ever after... ]]*
|9:18 AM|


Wednesday, February 22, 2006

Princess Part 8

Bill was again surprised by the knock on the door, but this time, how much he hope that its Princess who was knocking on the door. He went to get the door and when he saw the face at the other side of the door, he was realli very surprised. Its Princess. Yes, he knew that she will come knocking on his door again one day, but he didn expect that it would be so soon ever since the tradegy occurs.
He took a thorough look at Princess. She seems so fearful, so anxious as if something terrible had happened to her. He quickly invited her in for a cup of tea...
Half an hour have passed since Princess came knocking on Bill's door but yet Princess have not yet speak a word. The house remain silence, occasionaly hearing some laughter from the television. The silence was so abnormal that Bill didn realli noe wat to do, yet he dont wish to break the silence and gave Princess the pressure. He knew that Princess was jus organising the thoughts and how she can gets her message across. Bill occasionally take a few look at Princess, but he didn dare to let his glance stay on her body for more than 2 seconds. Princess was still as beautiful as ever, except the fact that the aura around Princess have changed. Shes becoming a lady after so many things have happen to her. Its as though all e training in life have make her glow brighter than before.
'Bill? I tink im in deep trouble. A real deep trouble. I dont noe wats going to happen, but i noe, something has been haunting ever since mum and sister leave the house. I noe i sounded stupid, but the house seems to hate me ever since....' Princess finally spoke n she sounded as if she had been trapped on an abandoned island for months, so desperate and in need of helped.
Bill was simply astonished by wat Princess said. He had been thinking on wat Princess would tell him, but he would never expect these. He was confused by wat Princess had said but he was determined to calm Princess her down by a cup of hot coco. 'Princess, i guess you have been too stressed up by all the events happening all these while. Im sure it mus b your hallucination.'
'Bill, you are the one who is willing to listen. I cant speak to dad cos hes too busy and obsessed over Elieen. I even more cnt speak to Elieen. Though shes my new mum, n it sounded silly not be able to tell her stuff, but my instinct tell me that, wat im experiencing have something got to do with her! You have got to believe me! I seriously need some help!' Princess simply sound so hysterical now, though Bill can see that Princess is trying very hard to curb her emotions but its too big of a trauma for Princess that shes going out of control soon.
Bill grabbed her n hug her in his arms. He wanted Princess to feel the warmth and more importantly, a sense of security. Bill can feel Princess in his arms, however, this very moment, he realised that something is going very wrong. Princess was shivering weeping in his arm, holding on to him so tight that hes sure hes arm gonna leave some marks. Bill feels so sorry for her and for that very moment, he told himself that he was willing to believe wateva Princess is going to tell him.
The very moment Bill lend out his arms, Princess feels so relieved as she had finally found someone who is willing to listen and to give a helping hand. All the sufferings that she have endured silently have all burst into tears. She tries to keep it in her but the moment Bills hug her in his arm, Princess finally let out her tears. Bill feels so warm and firm, as though he could block away any harm from her. How she wished that she could stay in his arms forever, but she knew that its not possible...

*[[ And they lived happily ever after... ]]*
|6:53 AM|


Tuesday, February 14, 2006

Princess Part 7

Here goes the Part 7...
Bill crossed Princess mind. This time she was sure that she is ready to tell Bill anything. She realli needs someone to bring order back to her life. She needs someone to confide in and she seriously need her laughter back. Bill does seems willing to help. She rushed down the street, hoping to find Bill as soon as possible...
The flowers bloom and the sunshine was so warm and beautiful. Bill always have a liking for his garden at home, jus like how princess loved her garden in the past. However, today, none could penetrate into his mind. None of this fairytale-like scenary could attract his attention as he was so occupied with the thought of Princess. Since the day he moved into this town, he dont like it at all. The town is so tired and slow compared to the big cities. Furthermore, everyone knows everybody, this breeds alot of gossipers around and due to this, nonsense breeds too. Bill moved in alone at the age of 15, leaving his family in the big cities. He wanted to be independent but at the same time, he wanted no pressure from the society, thus choosing this old little town to settle in. However, 15 was a very tender age and Bill at the same time, brings in loads of money from his family, the people town all become fearful of him. They thought that Bill has some kind of evil aura around him, or fear that he may be someone from the government, ready to evacuate them from their home sweey home. The ignorance of the people spread numbers of ridiculous stories about him yet none realli wants to find out the truth. For months, Bill has nobody but himself, no people would want to make friends with him or to talk to him. He was alone in the day, in the afternoon and in the night. It is onli when one day Princess came knocking on the door that hes first friend come along.
Bill still remember that it is a very beautiful afternoon when Princess came knocking on his door. He remembered how shock and surprised when he heard that knock as he thought that he will never be able to hear it when hes in this town. He still remember how he was astonished by the fairness of Princess. He remembered how the smile of Princess has brought him warmth for the first time in life, the friendship found in this stupid old town.
However, every bit of the cheerfulness in Princess had dissappear into thin air. How he hope that the old Princess would come back and help he conquer every bit of the loneliness he experienced now.
Suddenly, theres this knock on the door....

*[[ And they lived happily ever after... ]]*
|7:30 AM|


Saturday, February 11, 2006

Princess Part 6

Here goes the part 6....
Princess wake up with a scream. She still remembers the haunting ghost of Elieen and the blood oozing out from the walls. She still remembered the smile on Elieen have transform into such a horrifying monster. The dream is so vivid, so real in her mind. She told herself that this is REAL. Though she may not experince it in the past or now but shes sure that it gonna happen in the near future. She did not know where this confidence come from, but deep inside, her instinct told her so.
Princess walked down the stairs. She say Elieen working busily in the kitchen, she was surprised that Elieen wasnt at work but at home. She walked towards the dinning table, wanting to grab a bite, but to her surprise, there was nothing on the table. Nothing, no anything. It was 9 in the morning n Elieen should have served breakfast...
'Erm..wheres the breakfast,' Princess asked. She realli dreads talking to Elieen bcos she owas felt that she was an outsider, someone who have broke up her family. Howeva on the other hand she wants to b close with her. Princess dont know why, but it felt that as if many things have happened between them, yet none of em have any space in her memory.
'Well, all was finished up. But you could considering taking a few bucks from my wallet and buy your own breakfast at the eating house nearby. If nt i cn whip up something for you,' Elieen said. Elieen's tone was warm n welcoming. She sounded willing to help yet deep inside Princess, she doubted her. She did not know why but her instinct had owas wanted her to beware of Elieen.
Princess accepted the firs proposal, took 10 bucks and headed of towards the eating house. Howeva jus as Princess was leaving the house, she heard someone said, ' Fate was to come, this applies to retribution. What must come will come. The wheel of fate have starts to turn again..'. She wasnt sure if that someone was Elieen as she saw Elieen's mouth move, but that definitely is not Elieen's voice. The voice sounded deeper and much more intimidating. Theres a touch of madness in the tone oso.
Princess was shocked by the words. She wasnt really sure what they meant and wats going to happen, but shes sure those words are for her and its definitely going to happen. Furthemore, she knew that wateva its going to happen, its nt gonna to be something good. She knew that something or someone is lurking in the house, waiting to lies its hand on her. Fear have struck Princess at this point of time as she finally realised that danger lies ahead for her and she have no one to turn to n help her. Her father have seems miles away since the divorce. The bond between them have long been replaced by the coldness in the house. EVerthing in the house is cold. No warmth at all, n most imptly, Princess felt strangely out of place in the house.
Suddenly bill appears in her mind....

*[[ And they lived happily ever after... ]]*
|3:39 AM|


Monday, February 06, 2006

Princess Part 5

Guys its been a long time i updated e stories. Im sorry to keep u people waiting. Here e stories goes.....
Bill approached Princess several times and each time, Princess dimissed him by the same old excuse. ' Im jus not ready to talk to anyone right now. No matter what i tell you, you wont be able to understand. Jus give me sometime and we will solve the problem together k?' However, it had been 2 months already. Certainly this amount of time is enough for anyone to settle down right? Bill was not sure, all he could do was to wait and wait, until Princess was willing to open herself out to him. However one thing he was sure, Princess was realli in great pain. He could see the reflection of the tears in her eyes each time he approach her. How he felt so sorry for her. How he hope that he could share some of the heavy burden for her.
While Princess jus dont want anyone to distrub her. Shes far to confused to tell Bill anything. She noe he cares for her as a fren but she jus duno how to start everything. How does she go about telling him everything? Telling him that her new mum start to turned nasty towards her? Or tell him that the house have gloomed so much that it looked so sinsister that she dont even dare to go home? Or worse, tell him that she keeps having nitemare everynite. The same OLD nitemare as if telling her wats going to happen to her future. Its simply sound so ridiculous.
Princess was walking down the spiral staircase in her house. Her dresswas so long that she could trip easily and she knew that one slight push from anyone, her whole body would go tumbling down the stairs. As she walked down the stairs, she saw Elieen. Shes wearing e same dress as her n shes smiling so sweetly at her. At that particular point of time, Princess felt her heart melted. Its not onli the smile on Elieen face, but also the house itself. They look as though they have went back to their same old mood, so warm n so lovely.
However, everything starts to falls apart when she reach the floor. Elieens face starts to peel off n turned into e hideous features of a haunting ghost. E walls of the house starts to peel off again and blood was oozing out from them. Princess screamed hysterically upon seeing this. She tried to run but her legs was so deep rooted into the ground that its impossible for her to run now. The ghostly figure of Elieen approached slowly, her hands stretched out as though she is ready to strangle Princess anytime. Princess cnt do anything but to stare fearfully at the figure itself....
To be continued...

*[[ And they lived happily ever after... ]]*
|4:59 AM|


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